Truly Alone and Lonely

My Grandfather died today. I loved him very much, and I always will.

This song is dedicated to my Uncle, Father, and Grandpa, the three greatest men I ever knew.

Truly Alone and Lonely

With no one left

To look up to

My eyes

Turn to the ground

My heart

Starts beating slower

And I'm ready

To be done now

If god exists

He is a cruel one

And he

He don't care bout me

Dead, dead

Are all the good men

The ones

Who taught me how to be

What happens now

What happens to me

All I got are memories

Truly alone

And lonely

They say

Think about the good times

And, yes

It's okay to cry

But, baby

Bring on the bullshit

And bring these men

Back to life

Now I

I'm the example

My brothers

Will both look at me

But I

Wasn't done learning

And I'm afraid

Of what they'll see

What happens now

What happens to me

All I got are memories

Truly alone

And lonely

Strength is learned

Through struggle

But there's pain

All over me

Rotting to death

On the inside

Living

For my family

I

Can only last so long

That is what

You taught me

And I'll try

As hard as I can

Until I'm ready

What happens now

What happens to me

All I got are memories

Truly alone

And lonely

Lucas Frazier